Why.....................................................
Why when i think too much , the old ghosts come out to play ?
Why when everything is going so good , do i make it go away ?
Why cant i tell myself the truth, and let the deamons out ?
Why when i cant explain myself , i feel i have to shout?
These last 3 weeks have totaly F***D my normal way of living and how my life normally is. Because of this i have hert someone that i really care about and its killing me inside.
Time and time again i was reminded that this was a good thing , but did nothing about it . And now i look like a total idiot !
This is not my normal way of doing this "BLOGGING" but i know that this person will read this................................
(............................................this much................................................)
Why is my question to all................
WHY HAVE I GONE AND FU*KED THINGS UP AGAIN!